Welcome,
This is a dead blog. It's dead because I don't want to write in it anymore. I bought a cute little diary and I'm writing in that now. I used to say and think that I wrote this blog for me. And i really did. But I keep looking at what visitors I get. I tend to start changing what I really feel and think for sake of looking and being normal. See I don't care about strangers, but familiars also check this site, friends and family. And I love you guys for your interest, but when I read this back and think about what you might think. Brrrr. I'm not normal when I write a true diary. But I don't want to be normal. I'd like to be able to read back what I wrote about how I really thought, how I really was, and not how I'd like to be that day, week. If you've checked regulairly then you'll probably have noticed that i'm not the strongest of mind. It's very easy to fool me. It's also easy for me to fool myself. And I'd like to stop doing that. While writing in this new little book, I know that I can be insane one minute, and sane again the other, and it'll always be just me reading it back. Seeing the growth or noticing the decline.
I'm always mailable. And Fotolog will keep running. It was nice to have a blog, and now it's nice to stop it.
Cu around.
D.
